Take the bull by the horns,

Be vulnerable be weak,

Love is the answer and my prayer,

I search to no avail,

Love that changes who I am,

A peace that envelops my conscious being,

Like a stagnant log that doesn't move an inch,

In this dense forest that light barely penetrates,

Constant banging and dreams of longing,

The unending desires to pick up anything,

The coral pinches below my feet,

The blue sea calls to the adventurer in me,

It is very cold in here,

And the outside reflects my heart,

A dark day with dark energy,

I want to sit and do nothing today,

This voice I use to write my poem,

Is the total of my life experiences,

I have decided to start,

On an exit plan for me,

A brand new chance,

To follow that ideal,

I'm still waiting for it,

The promise that it will come to pass,

Interesting dreams of new worlds,

I am always amazed by my mind's eye,

In the heat of the day,

As it all melds together,

Closer and faster,

Harder but slower,

These dreams are happy places,

Reminder of a world without suffering,

To indulge myself in this happy place,

To think of the future that is yet to come,

I did it for me,

I did it as an excuse,

Life teaches you new things,

It creates patterns and trends that weave,

I've really reached the end,

I'm at the junction where,