My body feels so heavy,

Like a plane that sags and sways,

It is good to know thyself,

To think of oneself,

I sit here and wonder,

How I reached here,

I dream a lot and most of it fades,

But these recent ones,

I'm feeling unwell,

Both mind and body,

Life can make you dance alone,

Walk in fear and cower in shadows,

Souls dance and walk in,

The blessed land where it all starts,

I feel like it never ends,

This life's troubles that follow me,

Sickness comes in like a pest,

The ailing and pain were surprising quick,

Crazy how some words reach our souls,

Remind us of battle scars and why we stand,

Thoughts can really bring one down,

Slither and wander like a headless body,

It is as if a boulder has lain on me,

Incapable of moving,

I woke up and wished I could sleep,

Be unconcerned with what is information,

Illusions and dreamy faces,

Luck and opportunistic essence,

An early start in the path to success,

If it wins or not I'm on the path,

Real fatigue knows no bounds at all,

Creeps in the pain anxiety and stress,

I stood up and faced the day,

This motivation crap makes me sad,

The beauty of life I don't see today,

The sense of overwhelm that burdens my soul,

The bones and muscles,

Cry out loud today,

You can let life define you,

Problems persecute you,