Very Cold

It is very cold in here,

And the outside reflects my heart,

I truly believe that things will change,

And always stand at my door waiting,

From 1 to 2 and now it's 5 years later,

The promise stands but there isn't a sign,

You will show me but the pain lingers in my heart,

The brink of failure clouds my judgement,

I teether between this life and that,

My choice is known but I dare not speak,

Cause its fear that stops my declaration,

Of a certain path I'm sure could work,

But no sign whether I'm walking right.