The open road that I need to step into,

I see the future and the me I should be,

A silent sense of everything here,

I like this feeling of being in the moment,

I wonder why sometimes I try,

To be better and keep on working,

It was a blast of unending firsts,

I like this movement of new things,

It all makes sense now,

Why this and that is then,

I take it all in,

I see what is and not today,

Choosing myself and making it work,

Living this life to the very last wrung,

I feel the presence,

Of a new beginning,

Jumping up and down the stairs,

I'm glad it has come to this,

A beautiful night of dreamless sleep,

Now I know the value of rest,

It makes sense this way,

To start and just move forward,

These night escapades that wake me up,

I wonder in a different time,

It started out as a search for balance,

But the embrace that came upon me,

These highs and lows that overtake me,

My mental strength is not enough,

Take today for example,

The paralysis was enormous,

The blue sky calls to me,

A step outside my house,

Like a new born,

It was cozy breathable and fun,

It worked so wonderfully,

Looking at you looking at me,

I'm trying to change my ideas,

The default of how I see my life,

Life is just as I make it,

A way of dancing in the rain,