A dark day with dark energy,

I want to sit and do nothing today,

This voice I use to write my poem,

Is the total of my life experiences,

I have decided to start,

On an exit plan for me,

A brand new chance,

To follow that ideal,

I'm still waiting for it,

The promise that it will come to pass,

Interesting dreams of new worlds,

I am always amazed by my mind's eye,

In the heat of the day,

As it all melds together,

Closer and faster,

Harder but slower,

These dreams are happy places,

Reminder of a world without suffering,

To indulge myself in this happy place,

To think of the future that is yet to come,

I did it for me,

I did it as an excuse,

Life teaches you new things,

It creates patterns and trends that weave,

I've really reached the end,

I'm at the junction where,

The open road that I need to step into,

I see the future and the me I should be,

A silent sense of everything here,

I like this feeling of being in the moment,

I wonder why sometimes I try,

To be better and keep on working,

It was a blast of unending firsts,

I like this movement of new things,

It all makes sense now,

Why this and that is then,

I take it all in,

I see what is and not today,

Choosing myself and making it work,

Living this life to the very last wrung,