Life makes things harder or easier,

We need to take the initiative today,

I look up and see the vision,

That beautiful life that I want so badly,

I read my old poems,

Some are lovely and flow well,

It looks like it is all coming together,

Lining up to a better future,

A late start to the day's events,

But I'm from death's party,

I'm feeling unwell,

Both mind and body,

Life moves so fast my friends,

In a blink it is a raging fire,

Such dreams are scary odes,

I wonder where it got the courage,

I feel no urgency to do anything,

I'm at peace with all beings,