Here and Wonder
I sit here and wonder,
How I reached here,
What I could do,
How I can move forward,
I look and think of my people,
All of my ancestors,
And what should be the best,
I know it is all a mirage,
I cannot think clear,
I do need to let go,
Of all the perfection,
So I sing this song now,
Wanting to move on up,
To be outside this trap.