Here and Starting

I'm here and starting,

Although I woke up,

I am stagnant,

I see myself standing in a moving world,

What did I do to expect this life?

These thorns that only I see,

What makes one's heart bleed?

And take all things down the drain,

I look forward to the epic times,

That makes my life all it could be,

To bring everything up and down,

Could my heart take much more of this pain?