Feels so Heavy

My body feels so heavy,

Like a plane that sags and sways,

These trees bend to the wind,

It feels like I'm carrying a load,

I can't wait for the time to rest,

To decompress and take time out,

To build something new outside,

And make life much better for me,

I sit here trying to assess,

How I can get out this race,

And create a beautiful space,

Of happiness and loyal terms.