And see Myself

I look up and see myself,

All wrapped up in the drama,

That makes no sense,

Trying to build up happiness,

That calls me home,

I know it is crazy when it all turns up,

I wonder why living is this hard,

But I feel I should try to see the sun,

I'm always striving to just catchup,

But it is difficult in this muck,

All I want is to watch TV and just be,

Let alone let go and live my life,

But I know in all this midst,

Life boils down,

To how I can survive this post.