I Look Out
I look out and want to sleep in,
The endorphins high that comes from scrolling,
Decision fatigue of overthinking,
A lapse here a lapse there,
Accumulates to a mountain pit,
A step here to get out of bed,
The next one to make the bed,
It tears me but pushes too,
To get out my head and live out,
Live a life that I'd be proud of,
I'd be happy about,
I'd talk about.