Crossed My Mind

It hadn't crossed my mind,

That one day I'd just up and leave,

When it did in the dream,

I was so happy and relieved,

That peace came back to me,

That life could be so joyous again,

So I know that I am in a space,

Where peace and conflict co-exist,

But exists where I am not at my best,

I trudge and push,

I pull and sneer,

But without choice I bear,

The brunt of this,

But one day I'll stand and say,

Goodbye.